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LoveAngels sing,
While church bells ring.
Don't turn back,
On this beautiful day.  
Just two words,
that's all you have to say,
and then you'll be on your way.
Finally your courage paid off,
Now there's no turning back.
You asked her,
And she said yes.
Now you're staring in her eyes,
In her beautiful lace dress.
It's my turn now,
Oh gosh, what am I doing.
Why am I walking away?
Turn around!
But I don't listen...
Open those church doors,
And stare at evil in the eyes,
With teared black wings,
And a vicious smile.
"You've had your fun,
And now you must pay,
Fore you found love,
And that was your last day."
Too Late...Can't you hear my plea?
I'm caged up, And need to be set free.
I call for you,
But you don't come.
What do I need to do?
Fall on my knees and bleed.
Can't you see I'm hurt enough,
And all I need is help.
I call for you!
I scream for you!
But you don't come to my rescue...
What will it take?
To see me dead!
Will you notice then?
The pain I felt,
How lost I was!
Will you notice all my injuries...
The cuts and bruises.
What about the suicide attempts?
Will you count how many there were?
Or will you stand there,
And say what a beautiful girl she was,
When all you did was bully me...
10 CutsOne for the love I once felt for you,
Two because I thought our love was true.
Three for how I let you play with my heart and mess with my mind.
Four because I thought I could change your ways.
Five for how much time I wasted on you,
Six because all you did is throw it all away.
Seven because everything we shared meant absolutely nothing.
Eight for the fact that I lost you,
and I can't do anything to get you back.
Nine because you chose her over me,
Ten because I'm sorry I am not perfect,
but trust me I will never stop loving you
Just...They tell me to stop,
But I keep going...
It's not their choice but mine,
And I won't stop until they start showing.
I Love You...I told you to stay away from me,
That I wanted no part of you anymore.
But you sticked by my side,
And told me that you loved me.
You wanted to know why we fell out,
Why my feelings for you had abruptly vanished,
But I didn't know how to tell you.
I kept stalling telling you lies,
Saying "I never loved you..."
But it was just a lie.
I thought the longer I kept you waiting,
Maybe my love would come back.
Just maybe I could love you the way you love me.
But you started talking,
Making me see the truth of how I broke you.
The words slipped out of my mouth,
"I loved you, but my love for you vanished.
I don't know why but th
One Of These DaysThe impending doom that it brings upon me,
Knowing that you'll never be mine...
It brings a frown to my face,
and it breaks my heart a little at a time.
Your face, it taunts me everyday.  
Everywhere I look,
You're always in the way.
Down the halls that I pass by,
In the aisles at the store.
Everywhere I go,
I always see you around.
But everytime I get closer,
My hopes just go back down.
I've had feelings for you,
For a really long time.
And no matter where I am,
you're always on my mind.
The thought of being with someone else,
Goes up and down my spine,
But never completely registers,
Because one of these days...
I'll b
Fuck Up...Quenching my thirst,
Burning my throat,
Numbing my feelings.
Not allowing me to think,
Walking like a zombie,
My head clouded,
I don't realize what I do.
It's in my hand again,
How could it be?
It goes through.
And the sting brings me...
Back to reality,
Back to emotional pain.
Fuck...
I cut again.
We're Done...The love of my life,
I thought I'd found you.
But you turned out to be another scoundrel.
No longer must I harm myself,
Because you say I'm wrong.
No more torture,
For this silly sad love song.
The crimson red has stopped,
And all my cuts have healed.
But you kept opening my biggest wound...
My heart left bleeding all alone.
I sealed it myself,
By realizing you're not the one...
And now I do my bidding of finishing our love song.
The Cutters LullabyGo to sleep and close your eyes
Dream of broken butterflies
That tore their wing against a thorn
You know the pain that they endured.
Silver metal shine so bright
Scarlet blood that feals so right
Dream of that blood trickling down
And wake up just before you drown
The moonlight shining off your tears
As you bleed out your worst fears
So tonight when you start to cry
Whisper the Cutters Lullaby:
Husha bye baby
Your almost dead
you dont have a pulse
and your pillow is red
your family hates you
your friends let you bleed
sleep tight with a knife cuz its all that you need
Rocka bye baby
Broken and scarred
you didnt know l
This Is MeI am from cuts on my skin,
Tears in my eyes,
A broken heart,
And suicide thoughts that never die.
Heart AcheYou told me,
That you'd never leave,
You'd always be by my side.
Now you're gone and I can't breathe.

My heart aches,
It longs for you.
I don't know why you left,
If our love was true.

All the time we spent,
Did it mean anything at all?
Because if it did,
Then why'd you let me fall?

You're gone now,
And there's nothing left to do.
I've bawled my eyes out,
And I'll try my best to let you go.

Just know one thing.
I will ALWAYS love you.
Life Isn't EasyDon't worry you say,
Everything will be okay.
But how do you know,
Have you gone through my pain...
Do you know how I feel,
Or do you think this isnt real.
Do you think I'm a fake?
Because life isn't a piece of cake.
It's not a sweet ride,
Where nothing bad happens.
It is full of bumps on the road,
And life is just a habbit.
You wake up every morning,
As happy as can be.
But me on the other hand,
I wake up with dried tears on my face,
A pillow absolutely drenched,
And some dried blood on my wrist.
You don't believe it,
It cant possibly be true.
Well take another guess,
Because what I'm about to say,
Is the absolute tru
The TruthThe people who you see,
That act the craziest,
And make everyone laugh.
Those are the ones,
That are hiding pain,
And all of their emotions.
They cry themselves to sleep,
Waking up with dried tears.
They make everyone smile,
Because they don't want anyone upset.
They try to fix others,
When their own lives are falling apart.
They are the ones all around you,
With fake smiles on their faces.
The one's who say "I'm fine."
Through gritted teeth,
And faces full of shame.
They hide their scars,
Their ugly bruises.
Their battle against daily life.  
If you were to look beyond,
You'd see what I'm talking about.
Just tak
She's DeadRemembering her day,
And all the words they said.
The images kept taunting her,
Never leaving her alone.
She bawled her eyes out.
Never wanting to let go.
She screamed,
She fought the empty air.
Hiding her emotions,
Showing no despair.
But she finally broke,
She let it all out,
Her screams, her shouts,
And tainted red eyes
She finally gave in.
With a pen and knife,
She told her story that night,
And when she was done,
She took her own life.
Breaking the HabitShout into my pillow,
Let it hear my screams,
To feel my pain,
And know my fears.

I'll cry myself to sleep,
and want to do it again.
So I'll claw at my wrists,
and wish they'd bleed...

I'll look in a mirror,
And force myself to smile.
The mirror always lies to me,
It shows me who I want to be.
Not the real Nathalie...

I'll fall to the floor,
And start to cry.
I just need one more,
Just to stop the pain
I'm going through.
But I can't go back to it,
Because tonight I'm breaking the habit.
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Heart AcheYou told me,
That you'd never leave,
You'd always be by my side.
Now you're gone and I can't breathe.

My heart aches,
It longs for you.
I don't know why you left,
If our love was true.

All the time we spent,
Did it mean anything at all?
Because if it did,
Then why'd you let me fall?

You're gone now,
And there's nothing left to do.
I've bawled my eyes out,
And I'll try my best to let you go.

Just know one thing.
I will ALWAYS love you.
My Future?I've been thinking about my future lately,
And I don't really know what I see.
Everything is a blur,
And it changes to fast.

I see a mother filled with happiness,
Just to see her children wake up every morning.
With a caring a husband.
I see a person with no job,
Living on the streets,
And whenever someone passes by,
She is looked down upon.
I see a crackhead,
Who fell into the world of drugs,
And nobody could help her back out.
But I also see a tombstone,
Filled with moss and spiderwebs,
My name engraved in the dreary rock,
With a message left saying:
"She wanted to go far,
But instead she went to deep..."
I don't k
Life Isn't EasyDon't worry you say,
Everything will be okay.
But how do you know,
Have you gone through my pain...
Do you know how I feel,
Or do you think this isnt real.
Do you think I'm a fake?
Because life isn't a piece of cake.
It's not a sweet ride,
Where nothing bad happens.
It is full of bumps on the road,
And life is just a habbit.
You wake up every morning,
As happy as can be.
But me on the other hand,
I wake up with dried tears on my face,
A pillow absolutely drenched,
And some dried blood on my wrist.
You don't believe it,
It cant possibly be true.
Well take another guess,
Because what I'm about to say,
Is the absolute tru
One Of These DaysThe impending doom that it brings upon me,
Knowing that you'll never be mine...
It brings a frown to my face,
and it breaks my heart a little at a time.
Your face, it taunts me everyday.  
Everywhere I look,
You're always in the way.
Down the halls that I pass by,
In the aisles at the store.
Everywhere I go,
I always see you around.
But everytime I get closer,
My hopes just go back down.
I've had feelings for you,
For a really long time.
And no matter where I am,
you're always on my mind.
The thought of being with someone else,
Goes up and down my spine,
But never completely registers,
Because one of these days...
I'll b
The TruthThe people who you see,
That act the craziest,
And make everyone laugh.
Those are the ones,
That are hiding pain,
And all of their emotions.
They cry themselves to sleep,
Waking up with dried tears.
They make everyone smile,
Because they don't want anyone upset.
They try to fix others,
When their own lives are falling apart.
They are the ones all around you,
With fake smiles on their faces.
The one's who say "I'm fine."
Through gritted teeth,
And faces full of shame.
They hide their scars,
Their ugly bruises.
Their battle against daily life.  
If you were to look beyond,
You'd see what I'm talking about.
Just tak
Where Were You?Lying on the cold floor,
You found me crying,
Screaming your name.
I was dying,
Couldn't you feel it.
My soul had shattered,
My life was fading.
You showed me love,
I gave you my all.
I tried my best,
But you let me fall.
You ran after another,
And you let my heart break,
The pieces were everywhere,
But you no longer cared.
You kept on running,
Until you heard my cries.
Seeing the trail of my heart,
Following what you left behind.
You ran all you could,
But you didn't make it in time.
"I'm sorry. I love you."
Was all I heard,
As I took my final breaths in this world.

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My Mind...

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Let's draw a picture,
With a beautiful twist.
It starts on my thigh,
And ends on my wrist.
My eyes give me away,
Though there's a smile on my lips.
I want my bones to protrude,
Especially on my hips.

It's an everyday battle,
Until finally you disappear,
Because you screamed your lungs out,
But nobody wanted to hear.
Cry yourself to sleep,
Another sleepless night,
Trapped in my own fucking mind.

I've been told that dreams,
Can come true.
But they forgot to mention,
That nightmares are dreams too.
So when will I wake up from mine,
Because I'm in a race against time.
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I guess this is how everyone that goes through these issues feels, because I know I did... and still do.
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=xxXZeraXxx Feb 6, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
Read 'The Secret', if you're feeling your life is crap. It's actually made me a lot happier generally.
--- Try to be positive, I do, and I am content with my former-crappy teenager life.
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~Naty1320 Feb 6, 2013
Thanks <3
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~ItisjustI Jan 31, 2013
I don't have nightmares anymore. Oh, some of my bloody, gory dreams would scare you to death, but to me they're just... Dreams.

You turning anorexic? :/
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~Naty1320 Jan 31, 2013
I've honestly thought about it in the past, but I'm trying to put my life together and there's only one healthy way to get what you want, and you gotta do it right. So to answer you're question... no-ish.
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~ItisjustI Feb 1, 2013
Well, that's better than not-no. :) I wish you the best!
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~Naty1320 Feb 2, 2013
Thanks
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~ItisjustI Feb 2, 2013
Lol yups
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~Kreba Jan 30, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
hmm nightmares are only obstacles. and in every obstacle there's an opportunity. It's up to you to take advantage of each situation you face even if it threatens your very life. But then doing that can become very exciting even maddening. hmm
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Mood: Joy ~Naty1320 Jan 31, 2013
mmhmm
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